If looking for a job was daunting, attending interviews was utterly terrifying. Once I’d stopped shaking, my first interview in 20 years was actually ok. The two woman who interviewed me were lovely and all in all I was glad to get it under my belt. I didn’t get the job, but they did send […]
Tag: divorce
Happy Hunting
I needed a job. This was probably one of the most absolutely daunting things I had to face in the aftermath of E leaving. It also stung a bit because, from her LinkedIn profile (the kids were regular stalkers), it looked like P had just found a brand new job of her own – in […]
Retail Therapy
As January stretched into February and I began to mark the time since E had left in weeks, not days, I discovered a hidden talent. Over the years I’ve become used to doing a lot of my shopping online, I’ve always been pretty good and stuck to stuff that I needed or couldn’t get locally. […]
Grandma
As I’ve said several times, I am hugely lucky to have the most incredible family and friends. I’ve never been so conscious of this as I was in those first few weeks of January 2017. Whilst everything was happening with E, as they have been for my my entire life, my Mum, Dad and sister […]
Gone
The next day was the day we’d agreed that E would get his stuff from the house. I’d booked the kids and I into our favourite restaurant for lunch. I’d told them what was happening and none of them wanted to see him, so off we all went. Whilst we were having lunch, I had […]
The New Normal
Of course, as soon as I’d told the kids that their Dad had met someone else (and had in fact had met several someone elses over the years), the room was gradually flooded with questions and observations from all four of them. Initially there was hurt, confusion and more silence as they tried to articulate […]
Why?
Oldest Son has always been one for a searching question. The calmest, and stillest (and yet also the biggest wind-up merchant) of my children, he thinks deeply and in great detail. His head is always whirling with questions – especially very late in the evening. When he was little my most frequent words to him […]
End Game
That was it. Tuesday night was the last night that E ever spent in our home. That was it. Wednesday morning was the last morning he would ever say goodbye to the kids before they went to school. That was it. Oldest Daughter took one look at my face that afternoon and realised it was […]
He-total: Life without Ex 